Diagnosis - FINALLY!

When docs discussed the reality, it was rather uplifting. I had spent weeks being poked, prodded, and run through numerous tests and finally there was an answer. I never even thought of cancer when first told of the tumor. I was more concerned that I would not be the same person once it was removed

Surgery was scary – click below to see edited version of procedure. http://skullbaseinstitute.com/video_pituitary_tumor.htm
I was in Critical Care Unit for two days under 24 hour watch. Believe me even though you get loaded up with some serious narcotics, you really do not get a lot of rest. You get hooked up to a computer and have nine nodes stuck all over you - computer takes blood pressure very hour, nurse checks rest of vitals what seems like every 20 minutes, and a catheter although convenient (think about that concept next time you choose to patron a swim up bar), not so comfortable. I did enjoy the leg massagers and tried to bring them home – it’s like being snuggled all night – all that was missing for complete bliss was Sven giving me a pedicure. Not sure nutritionally sound, however I thoroughly enjoyed some absolute incredible meals of Jell-O and ice chips.

Post op with neurosurgeon went really well; told me to get back to normal within limits. Still not able to drive. Can’t be horizontal or bend over – guess that rules out audition with Cirque du Soleil. Haven’t any desire to eat or enjoy a martini or glass of wine – clearly doc has no idea what normal is to me!

Rather bummed I missed out on the holidays although I am thrilled about all the positives: tumor is gone and does not seem to be any long term/permanent brain or optical nerve damage, I have lost 25 pounds - best diet ever, although don’t suggest to anyone, and I slept. Only concern now is if I really am the same person. Have not been able to frolic even close to usual levels this holiday season so need to wait and see if personality is still present. In the brief outings I have had with family, there have been some funny moments although not sure if they were laughing with or at…or was I even really there? Who knows with all the pain meds, and there was the one time when a glass of wine got snuck in the mix….

All this alone time gave me the chance to reflect - in big scheme of things I am happy, ready for adventures, and truly blessed to have such a wonderful family and group of friends. Thanks for being there for me!! I look forward to posting much more amusing entries soon!!